Sunday, October 18, 2015
Written by Kodi Wolf at 7:41 AM
Did you ever skip a class because it had already started and you didn't want to go in and interrupt and become the center of attention as you got shamed by the teacher for being late?
That's sort of the heart of procrastination for me. I avoid stuff because I feel like I already failed at it and I don't want to call any more attention to the fact that I failed by actually trying and really failing. So, after not posting here for several months, then a whole year, I just kept putting it off.
Needless to say, but I'm saying it anyway, I'm sorry for not keeping this site updated with what I've been doing. My life has been really crazy and I seriously wish I could just take a month off and hire a team to help me do everything I think I should be doing right now (as well as set up a plan to keep it all organized in the future).
Instead, I've realized I just have to work with what I've got and keep plugging away at everything as best I can.
To help with some of that (working with what I've got and setting up a plan), I'm currently working through a course designed to get me back to writing. So far, it's been quite useful. I'm making steady progress on my writing (not quite daily yet, but way better than before). More importantly, I've figured out a personal system to keep my anxiety from derailing my writing, which has been awesome.
I'll write more soon (give me a few weeks).